COME BACK HOME

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“Life can throw you some curves, and it's not just the things that you see coming, but sometimes it's the things that you didn't see coming that hit you out of nowhere that set you back in such a way that it seems like you can't get over it.” (Pastor Jentezen)

“I am telling you right now: don’t give up. I am telling you right now: don’t give in. Get through it.” (Eric Thomas)

“No one's coming to save you. The only person that's gonna make a drastic change in your life, whether that's physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, the only person that is going to dig you out of your hole is who? YOU.” (Nick Santonastasso)

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COME BACK HOME

Loser

Imposter

I am a living certified disaster.

Loser

Time waster

I am the master of the pretenders.

I have directions that go nowhere.

I have thoughts that I need to express.

Loser

Imposter

And I’m miserable, but I’m unstoppable.

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I am miserable, but I am unstoppable.

I am miserable, I’ve already lost control.

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I have nothing left but sleepless nights

And many friends I've made along the way.

In the end I am still here fighting

For something I don’t know, I should really let it go.

And I’m miserable, but I’m unstoppable.

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I am miserable, but I am unstoppable.

I am miserable, I’ve already lost control.

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Loser

Imposter

I’m miserable, but I’m unstoppable.

Loser

Imposter

I am the master of the pretenders.

Loser

Time waster

I am a living certified disaster.

Hold me back!

Keep me out!

Every step towards my memory burns me down.

Looking back,

I put myself down,

Scared that you could find me

Begging for some help.

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Feeling sick,

Grinding teeth,

Trembling,

And I keep 

begging for some help.

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If only I knew that trusting you would be enough.

If only I had known you better, I would’ve let it go.

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It’s holding me back!

It’s keeping me out!

Reaching out, reaching out,

And desperately I’m looking to be found,

Begging for some help.

What is this?

I can’t breathe.

Frightening,

And I keep

begging for some help.

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If only I knew that trusting you would be enough.

If only I had known you better, I would have let it go.

There’s a place in my heart I should have known,

where I cannot find hope.

Broken-hearted and full of memories

of what I was supposed to be.

Fearless, always strong,

faithful, ready to go where I didn’t know.

A snap of a finger and everything is gone,

and you just disappear.

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When everything is long gone,

nothing matters anymore.

and everything makes sense,

we are just a variant in the wrong universe.

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But here I am, with nothing else to lose,

15 minutes at a time.

Starting over this never-ending game,

begging for some clues.

Painful, meaningless,

chronic tiredness, wishing I could rest.

Now that I completely lost control

Hurry up! It’s time to go.

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When everything is long gone,

nothing matters anymore.

and everything makes sense,

we are just a variant in the wrong universe.

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Nothing matters anymore,

and everything makes sense.

Aware that from now on

it will never be the same,

and you can finally rest.

Nothing matters anymore,

this is what they say.

Seeing in their eyes:

you’ll never be the same,

and you can finally rest.

No worries, bro, I am feeling fine.

The black clouds are now gone.

The devil tried to cage me once again in my thoughts,

like I’ve been left alone,

not worth at all.

But I will shine, no matter what,

as long as I can feel that Love.

The only thing I can see is a black wall,

unable to see what’s going on beyond.

How foolish I was, thinking I could see beyond.

I thought I could see the future,

caged in my plans of taking over the world.

How foolish I was, thinking I could control what is not mine.

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You made me blind

to show me what

I couldn’t see before.

You warned me so many times,

but I wanted something more.

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The only thing I can feel is a black hole,

Spreading from within, numbing all my dreams.

How foolish I was, thinking I could control what has never been mine.

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You made me blind

to show me what

I couldn’t see before.

You warned me so many times,

but I wanted something more.

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Please take my hand (take my hand),

raise me from the ground (raise me from the ground),

wash my blame away,

make me bloom again.

Don’t care about tomorrow

it’s time to live for today.

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You made me blind

to show me what

I couldn’t see before.

You warned me so many times,

but I wanted something more.

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It's time to live for today.

What about leaving everything behind, and flying away,

far from worries, things to do, just you and me and nothing to say?

Baby, the world is something unfair, but you don’t deserve to cry.

Let the fear run away, you just need to smile.

In seconds everything can change,

questioning who we are.

Baby, I will never let you down.

No matter what fight it is, we’ll fight it together.

How about you stop blaming yourself and start over again?

You saved me from myself all my life, please let me do the same.

You made the world a better place, and you don’t deserve to cry.

You’ve been forgiven a million times, please give it another try.

In few seconds everything can change,

Questioning who we are.

Baby, I will never let you down.

No matter what fight it is, we’ll fight it together.

No matter what fight it is, we’ll fight it together.

No matter what fight it is, we’ll fight it together.

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No matter what fight it is, we’ll fight it together.

What about leaving everything behind?

Sometimes I live like we are here to live forever.

Sometimes I think a chicken wrap is better than a burger.

In any case I won’t sleep well tonight.

I’ve spent my time waiting for something that never comes true.

I've spent my time searching ways to lose weight for you.

In any case I won’t sleep well tonight.

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Why am I still here wasting my time?

The only thing I know is:

we’re all gonna die.

I can still try to buy some time,

but we won’t live forever.

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Sometimes I dream of ways to take over the world.

Sometimes I feel I can’t get up and get out the door.

In any case I won’t sleep well tonight.

I’ve spent my life living in a world ahead of my time.

I've spent my days searching around for my keys.

In any case I won’t sleep well tonight.

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Why am I still here wasting my time?

The only thing I know is:

despite what you say,

I have only one day,

And it’s today.

We’re all gonna die.

I can still try to buy some time,

but we won’t live forever.

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We are so temporary,

Piling up things that make us feel

We will be here forever.

WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE.

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Why am I still here wasting my time?

The only thing I know is:

we’re all gonna die.

I can still try to buy some time,

but we won’t live forever.

We can run forever.

But where are we going?

We are lost inside

a hamster wheel that never stops.

Drinking stagnant water,

eating tasteless food,

unaware that life can be something beautiful.

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Oh! Oh no! Maybe it's better to never know.

Oh! Oh no! Maybe it's better to never know.

You are missing something wonderful,

Something worth living for,

Something breathtaking, out of this, out of this world.

Or maybe it's better, better you never know.

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Maybe it’s better you never know.

Maybe it’s better you never know.

Maybe it’s better you never,

better you never know.

We can run forever.

But where are we going?

We are lost inside

a hamster wheel that never stops.

Drinking stagnant water,

eating tasteless food,

Unaware that life can be something beautiful.

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You are missing something wonderful,

Something worth living for,

something breathtaking, out of this, out of this world.

Maybe it’s better, better you never know.

Better you never know.

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Oh! Oh no! Maybe it's better to never know.

Oh! Oh no! Maybe it's better to never know.

Oh! Oh no! Maybe it's better to never know.

Oh! Oh no! Maybe it's better to never know.

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You are missing something wonderful,

Something worth living for,

something breathtaking, out of this, out of this world.

Or maybe it’s better, better you never know.

Better you never know.

You name it love, but it’s hollow,

a perfect show, dead inside.

This isn’t real, it’s bound to break,

love can’t grow where truth has died.

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Why don’t you try to love me

when I’m sick?

Why don’t you try to love me

when I’m weak?

Why don’t you love me

when I am a freak?

Why don’t you, why don’t you?

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Please let me speak; it’s time to break.

We thought we knew, but we were blind.

I have a cross to ease my burden,

real love is raw, yet it sets you free.

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Why don’t you try to love me

when I’m sick?

Why don’t you try to love me

when I’m weak?

Why don’t you love me

when I am a freak?

Why don’t you, why don’t you?

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And it cannot heal

unless it starts bleeding.

And you cannot feel

unless you start screaming.

The Real love ain’t no sweet, but lasts forever.

Why don’t you love me

when I am a freak?

I spent all my time looking for myself

when I needed your face

to understand who I am.

I spent all my life thinking you were here

To take something away from me, instead you give!

Your light is so bright,

and I cannot see

that I am stuck in a script I always wanted to play.

“The show must go on”

It’s what I learnt,

but the only thing I want is to turn the lights off.

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Unbalanced, unaddressed,

please leave me with my deep rest,

away from all the roles I used to play

to make you happy.

Now let me dig a hole in the ground,

hoping to get out to the other side

and finally see your face again.

Now let me dig a hole in the ground,

hoping to get out to the other side

and finally see your face again.

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When everything falls apart,

you don’t have to look so high.

You’ll get nothing from the sky.

All you need is here.

When everything falls apart,

you don’t have to look so high.

You’ll get nothing from the sky.

All you need is here.

Don’t be afraid,

replace your fears with your dreams.

Ready to rise,

I really have no more time to waste.

It’s time to listen,

nobody lives on bread alone.

No time to rest,

forget the past, it’s time to be the best.

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Now balanced and addressed,

it’s time to be the best.

The character I never used to play

can make me happy.

Now I don’t need to rest,

it’s time to be the best.

The character I never used to play

can make me happy.

Now it’s time to get out from the ground,

hoping that this time I will not hide,

and finally see your face again.

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I spent all my time looking for myself

when I needed your face

to understand who I am.

Maybe I should say goodnight,

waiting for the stars to shine.

Maybe I should see your smile,

waiting for the moon to light

up your dreams of dancing shoes and cosmic flips.

Forget the fear, lay down on my wings.

I will take you high where the sky is clear to make you feel I will always be

here for you.

Maybe I should say goodnight,

waiting for the stars to shine.

Maybe I should see your smile,

waiting for the moon to light

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Up your dreams of dancing shoes and cosmic flips.

Forget the fear, lay down on my wings.

I will take you high where the sky is clear to make you feel I will always be

here for you.

I will take you high where the sky is clear to make you feel I will always be

Here for you.

I will always be,

always here

for you.

I will always be,

always here

for you.

Forget the fear,

I will always be

here for you.

Lay down on my wings,

I will always be

here for you.

I will always be,

Always here for you.

I will always be,

Always here for you.

For you.